Healing Forever 💫

I don't know why I choose to trust you
I don't know why I choose to follow you

I'm still in my dreams to bring things up for us yes I'm building my own world by crafting you everytime the way I trusted you.
There's no one who fits perfectly in this home but somehow you managed to match my place.
These curtains are still the same which we selected but the difference is they smell different now..
I stay mostly out of my home because it reminds me you're not here n how incomplete it is...
But you know it's sometime very peaceful to not have you here because I can accept myself way better than before...
I accept my flaws silently and help myself proudly. I miss you sometimes because it's good to be with you but it's different feeling of love to live with myself..

I'm not sorry to trust you but I'm sorry for not trusting myself more.

Healing Forever.......