She choose to be brave

She was happy to be brave Somewhere



Somewhere everything was not going together but she chose to be brave

she choose to be brave after struggling with her insecurities.

She was named as character less, house demon,  bad women but she choose to stand above this

She was attacked, tortured and told that she deserves this but she choose to be brave to believe she deserves better

People told her she can't, it will be difficult,  it is hard but she choose to smile bravely

Life was really not kind but she chose to be brave

She was pulled down with force but she choose to be brave and start again

She is brave enough to stand up and walk again ......

Are you with your soul??

Who decide what you deserve.....

it's always you,

yes you may not know by now but after some years you know

you deserve something else Something is never better

but it's worthy

Something is always waiting for you no matter how much you are struggling one day you will get what you deserve


Not only because it comes out of your work

but it's always only for you that thing is precious

because it's for you be where you're

pamper yourself

punish yourself

love yourself

hate yourself

Just don't Stop working on yourself.

some people will say KARMA will decide what you deserve

but

who is going to do that KARMA?

who will decide that your KARMA is failing who will guide you to be on right path?

Answer of everything is YOU

No matter how badly You're Falling

Only you can help yourself

your soul is the best guide for your KARMA...
Follow your soul....

Trusting you was my fault

Why I trust you
When i know you're mendacious

Why I trust you
when I know emotions are not same for you

Why I trust you
When I know your world is not like my world

Why I trust you
When I know your words means nothing to you

Why I trust you
When I know my shadow not stops your gaze

Why I trust you
When I know your glare means nothing to you

Why I trust you
when you said everything will be perfect

Why I trust you
When I know you're playing

Why I trust you
When you said smell like flowers

Why trust you
When I know the magic I'm feeling is not yours

Why I trust you
When I know this is not Fairytale

Why I trust you
when I know you are not the one.

Why I Trust You?

Healing Forever 💫

I don't know why I choose to trust you
I don't know why I choose to follow you

I'm still in my dreams to bring things up for us yes I'm building my own world by crafting you everytime the way I trusted you.
There's no one who fits perfectly in this home but somehow you managed to match my place.
These curtains are still the same which we selected but the difference is they smell different now..
I stay mostly out of my home because it reminds me you're not here n how incomplete it is...
But you know it's sometime very peaceful to not have you here because I can accept myself way better than before...
I accept my flaws silently and help myself proudly. I miss you sometimes because it's good to be with you but it's different feeling of love to live with myself..

I'm not sorry to trust you but I'm sorry for not trusting myself more.

Healing Forever.......

I wish

I wish

Time had just stopped

So I could've looked some more...

You could've held me some more...

I wish

That moment could be paused,

still alive

So I can live it forever...

Where we enjoyed our peace of love.

I wish 

I can have you when I have nightmares

So I don't need to sob all alone...

And you can hide me in your embrace....

I wish 

We had more time 

So we could explore each other more..

And gifted each other 

a better end.

I want you

When I'm happy,

I want you to capture all the moments because they help me in sad times.. but not just capturing the time,I want you to see my hair in the wind, a pure smile which is directly coming from my heart and a soul which is full of positivity.

When I'm sad, 

I still want you

To gift something where your wet shoulder reveals my pain, a time when I'm in your arms, a wet shirt where I bawl into, a contingency to give me that trust that I'm never going to be alone....

Yes I cry

Yes I cry everytime I see your picture which is safely save in my cloud,

Yes I still wait for that late night “ hey! ",

Yes I still use fake calls just to hear your voice,

Yes I still curse myself everyday, 

 

why did I allow you to leave? 

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Yes I still miss my class and wait for you at the same place,

Yes I still wait to start a new book,

That you'll come with a bookmark for. 

Yes I cry.......